IntellectOverLoad

Momentary.

Improperly,I’m properly adhering my thoughts. Moments that make no sense to me yet have all the sense in the world are living off of me.

12:04 pm • 30 May 2012

(Source: breezyedits, via deliciouslyinscrutable)

12:00 am • 30 May 2012 • 1,561 notes

READ.

Like a open fucking book, Color coded by the main points

down to the black and white irrelevance.

11:51 pm • 29 May 2012

25 DEEP Questions. ASK IT UP!

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?

Looking into someones eyes, while expressing how I feel. Its incredibly hard for me to keep a steady glance when pouring my heart into someone. Its more of a fear of possible rejection, I don't want to look you in the eyes and watch your soul deny me entrance.

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?

The last time I was REALLY angry, was due to failed communication. I heard what I wanted to hear verses what was being said and allowed my interpretation to take me higher than I should have been.

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?

DAMN, This one I actually debated. I struggled between my Nanna and my girl. The love I have for these two women will forever be the reason I love to no end. I couldn't answer this truthfully and say one or the other. I pray to god I'm never in that place.

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?

If I got this news, Being aware that I am sick for whatever reason, I'd let my family and dearly loved one know, But that would be it. I'd spend my last days catering to my souls needs, whatever that may be, and yes I'd be afraid.

5. You can only have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.

This is contradictory for me, I cannot love without trust. I cannot trust without love.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?

Yes, I would - I could never live with myself knowing that i willingly allowed this animal to die, Knowing that I had the ability to save him. I can always find another job, I wont always be able to redeem that decision.

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?

The one I trust the most will more than likely be the one I love the most, Either way - this is a pain, I don't ever want to feel.

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?

If it isn't mutual, express that it isn't mutual and that i'd rather keep the friendship. If that isn't possible, Unfortunately, that friend would need time, away from me, to sort themselves out.

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?

Yes I would, To have my grandfather back, i'd give up more than that.

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

Of course.

11. Does love = sex?

No, it does not.

12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?

Depending on whether or not I have a family and mouths to feed, I may. I'd like to believe that I have a good heart and if she needed the job more, why not?

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?

Today, an intellect, the truth.

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?

That I don't love them back. If the love is there, Its there.

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?

Writing, IT is my only release at times. Nothing suffices the way writing does for me.

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?

One of my best friends, three hours ago, Steph.

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?

18.Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?

My brother, The things I need to talk to him about right now.

19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?

Ummm YES, Its my medical duty and my right as a caring individual to do so.

21.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?

The baby, Id tell my grandmother to grab the baby, and id save both =]

22. Are you old fashioned?

very.

23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?

All the time.

24.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?

True love, with a broken heart. Life isn't lived to its fullest potential without one phase of true love.

25.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?

Clarity, in all aspects of my life.

These are so much better than those other boring questions! So what are you waiting for, drop a question in my ask if you have a few seconds to spare! XO

11:41 pm • 29 May 2012 • 57,278 notes

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

11:06 pm • 29 May 2012

Lupe.

Words I never said.

10:56 pm • 29 May 2012

Blu & Exile.

Fucking up my metal when I think about you
In my room plottin how to starting reaching out to you
Cause at first the situation had me deep in doubt
But the beauty evened out the beast and I can’t be without

Love Is by far the most dangerous, subject to touch yet,
You be acting like it’s lust? yeah right.
Would lust have you up at 5 writing a text,
Trying to get a thought up off of you chest?

10:52 pm • 29 May 2012

equalist.: zombie apocalypse.

avatargrimes:

I just realized that some people on tumblr have no idea how to survive in one. So I’ll provide some of MY tips for those who plan on living.

SHELTER:

Never stay in a place for too long. (1 week max.)

Make sure the place is strongly fortified.

Have multiple exits in case of an attack.

Take…

10:08 pm • 29 May 2012 • 307 notes

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

8:35 pm • 28 May 2012

GOOORRGEOUS.

(via profashionall)

8:24 pm • 28 May 2012 • 959 notes

Speechless, With a mouth full of words.

Something as simple as the moment that your entire you submerges within me, disintegrates my strength. Your ability to vocally move me physically, is more pleasureful than anything in my life’s knowledge. I look at you and see everything that my soul craves, let me taste you, can I taste you? All I allow myself to indulge in is this mind consuming, thought process of this creation. Your aura, your existence, the creation of you was crafted to mesh with the being of this woman. How do you do this shit? Im left speechless, with more words than my mouth can hold. I yearn to write about this emotion, about this feeling and I’m halted. Nothing in mans vocabulary known to me suffices for this, this, need. what have you done to me?

8:15 pm • 28 May 2012 • 1 note

Mmmm.

1:38 pm • 22 May 2012

[Flash 9 is required to listen to audio.]

Fill my soul with this man

1:33 pm • 22 May 2012

[Flash 10 is required to watch video]

Mmmm… This man inspires me to morph mental thoughts in vocal harmonies and introduce the world to Elizabeth Marie.

frankocean:

just at home fuckin around, no judging.

12:07 am • 21 May 2012 • 11,490 notes

Oh Chris. =]

(Source: madexabove, via profashionall)

11:34 pm • 20 May 2012 • 2,418 notes